Sunday, June 22, 2014 0 comments

Need for Speed Cutie

Need for Speed Cutie * Dolly Loli
Inspired by Rihanna - Shut up & Drive
Also inspired by Wreck it Ralph

Clothes
Helmet - [geek.] Go Go Speed Helmet Pak -Pink- (@Level Up)
Arms -  .::Cubic Cherry Kre-ations::. {The Race~ Pink armwarmers(@LevelUp)
Outfit - :.Envious.: Beautiful Stranger *NEW*
(Includes top, skirt, and legwarmers)
Socks - :.Envious.: Dripping Cute Stockings
Shoes - [AdN] TRAGEDIE (Free MM Board)

Body
Hair - TRUTH HAIR Birdie -  variety
Skin - .tsg. Angel 2.0 A Tone
Lips - .tsg. Angel Lipstick - Pink Ombre
Eyes - Candy Mountain - . eye wrath - lilac . (Group Gift - Fee)
Mesh Body - ~WowMeh - Style ( v3.0)  Insize
Hands - Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1

Car - .{yumyums}. Racing Calories {Strawberry} (@LevelUp)
(Working vehicle with speed controls and more)

Pose - [Fotonix] Photogenic - 001
Edited with Animare HUD V2.05

Today's Tools
Anypose Expression Hud (Free)
.:: [AVATARS Lightbox] ::.

It's time to get into the Sugar Rush and get on over to Level Up. This gaming themed quarterly event is new on the grid and absolutely fantastic and fun. I went through and blasted through practically all my lindens getting these cute and adorable Level Up items at the event. You can't miss them. 

This is also a contest entry for Hair Fair 2014. I decided to be inspired by Shut up and Drive by Rihanna which is featured in the movie Wreck it Ralph. This car and items completely go with the theme of the movie. Hair Fair 2014 is an event dedicated to Wigs for Kids, and event that helps children's cancer patients around the world. 

I also want to mention that this Yumyums car comes in two versions: grape and strawberry. It is a working race car with speed control and many options that make it perfect for racing. You could race it at Racer's Island if you wanted to. If you do, say hello to my friend Nella there. She's super fantastic and talented at racing! 

Hope you all are having a wonderful Sunday. I know I am. Nothing could take me down from this good mood I'm in. Nothing. Well, except nuclear war or death... But I doubt that's gonna happen. 
Thursday, June 19, 2014 0 comments

Monster In Me

Monsters In Me * Dolly Loli
Why should I apologize for the monster I've become? Nobody has ever apologized for making me this way.
Clothes
Horns - .::Cubic Cherry Kre-ations:: {Hator~ black} horns .
 (Gacha @Tales of a Fantasy)
Headpiece -  .::Cubic cherry Kre-ations::.{Lyra~ white} jewels 
($50L @Fantasy Room) 
Collar - .Pekka. Chain Collar [Black]
Silks - Infliction / WickedNight - Slave Me (Black)
Anklet - [trs] Charm Anklet . Slink High Addon . Dragonfly (@She & Him)
Belly Piercing - ~C2X~ Gemstone Heart Belly Piercing ($15L Marketplace)

Body
Hair - Magika [01] Shine
Eyes - :[strip'd]: Real Iz (Mesh w/ Color Hud)
Lipstick - .::CENSORED::. Teena Lipstick_red
Skin - Essences - Paris *lumiere* (Appliers)
Tattoos - .: TAOX :. TaTToo & Applier // Flayed (Wowmeh)
Mesh Body - ~WowMeh - Style ( v3.0)  Insize
Hands - Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1
Feet - Slink Female Feet (AvEnhance) - High


Pose - FLY LILY ! poses BELLY DANCER 6 ($100L Fatpack Marketplace)
Edited with Animare HUD V2.05

Location - Mondrago Public Spaces @Marikesh Mondra

Today's Tools
Anypose Expression Hud (Free)
Animare HUD V2.05
.:: [AVATARS Lightbox] ::.

Taisynn's Rambles
So, as you know, I started interacting on a social network called Plurk. I'd like to address some of the "concerns" people have been expressing about my blog.

First of all, Dolly Loli is short for Dolly Lolita. I thought it was cute and it rhymed. I have a short avatar, but she is realistic. I am a quarter Vietnamese in real life -- my father is half, born there, and my grandma is full. My grandfather married my grandmother after meeting her during the Vietnam War. We live a very mixed American-Asian household and lifestyle. My grandmother is 4 foot 3 in real life and almost 70 years old. Being short does not make me a child or a child avatar. 

Second, I adore all kinds of fashion types. My interests span the globe. I love primarily Dolly and Lolita fashions, but I am also inspired by mythology, tribalism, belly dancing, bollywood, and all things of things. What I will post or blog about will depend on my mood, and from what I have been told, dolls are not purely Asian, Caucasian, or limited to any type of ethnicity or race.

I believe in 100% disclosure on my blog. I post my page views every month and I also link to my sources, all tools I have used, and what groups I am affiliated with. I'm a fairly open book. This blog is not solely based for Second Life readers -- I also post my art on DeviantArt and I have a very small following of people who enjoy 3D art, roleplaying, and games. So some of my views come from other sources other than Second Life ones. 

Most of my views do come from Second Life, as this is a Second Life blog, but I share art and screenshots with a variety of other gaming groups. My life is not all based on Second Life. I also participate on Steam, Guild Wars 2, Elder Scrolls Online, and so many other games. Clearly some of my friends from those games would want to see why I disappear for days at a time. 

And I'd also like to state, Dolly Loli was my idea, and I own both the name and the pictures behind them. They are my intellectual property. All my images on Flickr and here are all rights reserved. So, before you think of stealing or reposting my images else where, please ask me first. It's just respectful to do so. You respect me, I'll respect you. Very simple. 

Thank you. 
Love always, 
Taisynn
Monsters In Me * Dolly Loli
Monday, June 16, 2014 0 comments

Just in Case

Everyone has had that moment where they don't want to let go. In our pain, we let our pasts define us, knowing that eventually we must let it go, but our hearts keep those memories captive... at least for a little while. This is dedicated to those moments, where all you can feel is the sadness and loss of what once was. 
Blogging has been my way of letting go of the past and healing my wounds. My family has said they've noticed a change in me. I'm happier, talking more, and not as afraid all the time. I still tremble in crowds, but I am not so quick as to run off and hide in a corner like I have been for the last year. It's because you, my readers, my sponsors, and this blog have given me a voice I never had before. Thank you all so much for being my outlet and the best friends I could ever ask for. I won't lie; I'm crying just writing this, but they are happy tears that have meaning. I've never had people so willing to listen to my words or advice before. I've never been able to express art in pictures that speak for themselves. To me, this is everything.

This picture tells a story of it's own. You write the tale. You decide the beginning, the climax, and the ending. This tale and picture is yours alone to narrate. I will not take away from your feelings in seeing this image. If you have a feeling, be it happy or sad, please share it with me in world or even on Plurk [here] or Twitter [here] and [here]. I really want your input, advice, constructive criticism, or even just the story or imagery you feel from the images. 

Clothes
Headband (Winged) - ::Envious:: Winged Headband 
(Lost Doll $99L @Thrift Shop)
Piercings - :Diamante:&{K} StarDust Facial Piercing (w/ Color Hud)
Choker - !The Little Bat - Dragon's Eye Choker (w/ Color Hud)
Shirt - EMPORIUM - Wings Shirt #1 (w/ Color Hud)
Skirt - ::Envious:: Lost Doll ($99L @Thrift Shop)
Socks - A.K BS Lolita Socks - Slink, Azz and WowMeh 
($15L Marketplace)
Shoes - [L.Warwick] Playful -Platform Mary Janes- Noir Leather
Polaroid - *Epic* Drag n' Drop  Polaroid Nom-Noms 
($55L Fatpack Marketplace)
"Puppy" - [geek.] Cerberpups -Classic RARE (@Totally Top Shelf)

Body
Hair - +Spellbound+ Junko // Natural Selection
Eyes - Candy Mountain - . eye wrath - black (Group Gift - Fee)
Tears - %.:Enelya's Créations:. Sadness (Free Marketplace)
Lipstick - {Tilly} - .Black. Lipstick (Free Fatpack Marketplace)
Skin - Essences - Paris *lumiere* (&Appliers)
Tattoos - Letis Tattoo :: Luxure :: H14001 :: (@Thrift Shop)
Mesh Body - ~WowMeh - Style ( v3.0)  Insize
Hands - Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1
Feet - Slink Female Feet (AvEnhance) - Flat

Pose 1 - frozen gift by Weronika Pobieski
Pose 2 - Orc Inc: Look at my awesome nails 5
Edited with Animare HUD V2.05

Location - Picklesong @Picklesong 

Today's Tools
.PoseBox Hud MP v1.01
Anypose Expression Hud (Free)
Animare HUD V2.05

This is my representation of this song.
Pictures in my pocket
Are faded from the washer
I can barely just make out your face
Food you saved for later
In my refrigerator
It's been too long since later never came
I know
One day eventually
Yeah, I know
One day I'll have to let it all go
But I keep it just in case
Yeah, I keep it just in case
In case
You don't find what you're looking for
In case
You're missing what you had before
In case
You change your mind, I'll be waiting here
In case
You just want to come home
Strong enough to leave you
But weak enough to need you
Cared enough to let you walk away

If I Close My Eyes * Dolly Loli
Saturday, June 14, 2014 0 comments

Good Girl Gone Bad

It only takes one person to make a change. It takes many to start a revolution. Stop being silent. Be brave, because where one stands, so will many. Doves flock together and create hope, peace, and unity ~ Taisynn
Clothes
Imp - [geek.] Portable Imp -Black RARE (@Tales of a Fantasy Gacha)
Boombox - [geek.] Portable Stereo Pak  Black @She & Him
Facial Piercings - :Diamante:&{K} StarDust Facial Piercing (w/ Color Hud)
(Original Mesh) (Has matching lower back ones)
Collar - ~Venemous Rage Designs ~ Leashed! (F)
Shirt - :Forever Young: Shredded Top (black) (w/ Color Hud)
Belly Button - *Phoebe* Panda Belly Piercing ~8 Metals/9 Gems~ 
(Free MM board)
Belt- {C.C.M.} Bad Girl Bullet Belt - Rainbow ($50L)
Shorts - [trs] Crew Shorts . Medium . (@Thrift Shop)(w/ Color Hud)
Stockings - ::Envious:: Faint Stockings Black (Group Gift - Fee)
Shoes - {K} Rebel Boots - Basic *Wear* - Tini (w/ Color Hud)
(Smaller & Resized by Mikayla -- Thank you!)
Wrench - .{yumyums}. Cyber Wrench {Purple} Belt (@We Love RP)

Body
Hair - MOON{hair}. Absence of Fear (Hysteria) - (Group Gift - Fee)
Eyes - . Candy Mountain - eye wrath - field . (Group Gift - Fee)
Skin - Essences - Paris *lumiere* brunette (Appliers)
Freckles - [V] Makeup Enhancement -- Freckle
Mesh Body - ~WowMeh - Style ( v3.0)  Insize
Hands - Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1
Feet - Slink Female Feet (AvEnhance) - Flat

Location - Venomous Rage Designs @Rosen
(Thank you Marzanarage for green screen!)

Voodoo Plushie - By the Dark Freddie the speaking Mummy ($125L)
(Thank you ŚĭŇĨŝťẼЯ MїמĺŜŧệŕ (frozen.rage)!)

Standing Pose - [Expressive Poses ] - Rita FREE 3 (Free Marketplace)

There have been so many events going on and so many new releases in June, it is really difficult to keep up with! But I am catching up, especially with this new picture. There are so many awesome, geeky things out there, and it's making me, a geekler, completely squeee every time something is released. You have to check all of these events out. June has so many possibilities for new looks and ideas! 

There have also been a lot of frustrations for me. First of all, I'd like to bring attention to the false DMCA attacks between designers. It frustrates me to know that some of the designers I blog for are feeling threatened by the fear of getting whacked off by the Designer Mafia, as I call them. Basically, if you are competition for a similar store, do something to tick of another designer, or get too popular, you get whacked. This has happened to Phat/Cute Azz, Wowmeh, and so many other good designers who are now fighting to get their rights back and defended.

(If you'd like to keep reading, please [click here])


What happens when someone files a DMCA, even if it isn't validated, the designer has to take down that item while they are investigated for copyright infringement. They can counter-file, but it takes a ton of identity checks and a variety of other legal matters to follow suite and protect their rights. For smaller businesses it just isn't worth the hassle, though I'm praying eventually these people will join together and get a lawyer to fight for their creative rights.

I hate this -- I really do. It's the same thing corrupt companies in real life do to get rid of the competition. They file a fake copyright suite to make the other either settle in court or bog them down with legal matters until they go bankrupt. Not only that, other designers are starting to get note of this bad behavior, and think it is okay to do so. It's not okay. They shouldn't have to 'whack off' the other designers in order to be successful. Their work should be speaking for them as a designer. 

And if it is not one thing, it's another. Some of the designers have set to cause drama and problems for their competition. A well known website, which I won't name, has been helping these rumors take root anonymously. The attacks go from personal to accusing each other of copyright infringement to any other  accusation they can concoct in their heads. 

Now, if these accusations have merit, then I'm all for exposing them. I can't stand copybotters or intellectual copyright thieves, but we need to balance the fact that Second Life is a simulator. If we can't take inspiration from our real lives, then having humans and animals in Second Life would be just as wrong. There is nothing wrong with taking inspiration from real life as long as you're taking your own spin on it. You also should be making your own mesh and textures to recreate the item. That's just my opinion on it.

I'm also a firm believer in burden of proof and preponderance of the evidence. I believe that it is not up to the accused to prove themselves innocent; they accuser should be able to prove, by the preponderance, or greater weight, of the evidence that the person they accused is a thief. That is also the rule of law in the United States where Second Life is based in. Just because someone filed a DMCA on someone shouldn't mean immediate removal while they are being investigated. I think the accusation needs to be proved before the item is removed. Give the person accused a chance to defend themselves; let the accused face their accuser. Copyright cases have to do the same thing in real life; if we're protecting intellectual copyright laws, then we should be following those laws like we would in real life.

Truth is a triple edged sword. There's the accuser's side, the accused's side, and the truth lies somewhere in the middle. Whoever has the greater weight of the evidence should believed in this. We should be letting the proof be the truth.

I want to bring attention to this because I want Linden Labs to reform their DMCA filing procedures. I want the real copybotters and intellectual thieves taken down; they are all over the marketplace stealing skins, textures, sculpts, and more, yet they are allowed to continue while the real creators are being taken down. I want the real creators, the ones who work so hard to make this game worth while, to feel protected and safe creating the things they love. 

If this doesn't stop, I feel we're going to see more and more good creators disappear. It's not just Phat Azz/Cute Azz affected by this, it's also Wowmeh and a variety of other designers in Second Life. Even if they aren't attacked, we're going to see less and less people wanting to develop and create in Second Life. They'll move on to other games or other ways of creating that will protect their rights. We need this reform to keep businesses in Second Life. 

Creators should be working with real-world business ethics because real-world money is involved. They should be creating and running their businesses with integrity, not trying to snuff out the competition with lies, deceit, and theft. I want to see creators grow and be successful because they worked hard to create a good product, not see them go down because someone else had a vendetta against them. 

If you feel the same way I do on this, please sign the petition asking Kelly Conway (Linden responsible for DMCA/Legal filings in Second Life) to bring back Luck Inc. and Wowmeh. 

I'm all for keeping the peace, but not at the cost of letting an injustice or wrong continue. When I have something I feel strongly about and believe in, I don't hold back. I have to support good causes, especially when cost of my silence means the continued pain of innocent people. I also don't attack people -- I attack ideas I don't agree with. I have a right to share my opinion and have it respected; you don't have to like them, just like I don't have to like yours.

With my Plurk and Twitter pages, people are beginning to see me 'beyond the blog.' I'm not one of those people to just stand by and watch an injustice happen. I often fall on the sword for people and ideas I love without ever expecting the same for it in return. I wear my heart on my sleeve. Some people don't like me for this. Some thing I am just naive or idiotic to thing anything would change by my words. 

But I'm just going to say it plain and simple; I'm not going to change being myself just to appease someone. I'm going to change because I want to make that change. I respect all my friends for their opinions; I may not like their opinion, but that doesn't mean they don't have a right to have that opinion for themselves. That's why I love my friends. We're all different and compliment each other. I love my friends for their heart, souls, and minds. I wouldn't want them any different than who they are. 

If you do not like my opinion, or the fact I freely express it, you can remove me or stop following my blog. I'm not forcing you to stay. I'll be sad to see you go, but I wouldn't expect anyone to change just to be on my friends list, so why should I expect that from myself? 

Sincerely,
Taisynn

Poster by Demeter Lane
Wednesday, June 11, 2014 0 comments

A Midday Outing

A Midday Outing @Dolly Loli
There have been so many events this month. I admit I have been overwhelmed, especially since it in my real life mother's birthday this week. She's been wanting to do all sorts a things, so I am sorry I have been a bit behind on my posts; real life always comes first, but don't think I have forgotten about you, my lovely readers. I haven't posted in 3 days and I feel like I have been away for a month; I've been wanting to post!

Clothes
Hat - .{yumyums}. Bunny Party Animals {Cupcake} 
(Gacha 35L a Play @Thrift Shop)
Dress - *: Lis :*  Vintage Lolita Dress (Purple) *NEW LOLITA STORE*
Stockings - :.Envious.: Faint Stockings (Group Gift - Group Fee $150L)
Shoes - {W&R} Joli Platform Shoes (@Thrift Shop)
Bag - FireBird Designs - Beach bag with kitty Rare (Gacha @Fashion for Life)


Body
Hair - Alice Project - Megumi - Monotone (w/ Color Hud)
Skin - Essences - Paris *lumiere* (&Appliers)
Eyebrows - Soiree - Vivian Brows #Dark Brown
Freckles - [Void] Makeup Enhancement -- Freckle / Teeth / Blush
Eyes - { Precious } Group gift (Soy sauce) eyes (Free Group Gift)
Mesh Body - ~WowMeh - Style ( v3.0) Insize
Hands - Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1
Feet - Slink Female Feet (AvEnhance) - Flat
Slink Nail Appliers - {W&R}Magical Girl - Slink Nails (@Mainstore)

Location - Tengoku No Rakuen @Sania Isle

Pose - Rotten Toe - Walking Holding Hands (Right)
(Group Gift - $15L Join Fee)

Today's Tools
.PoseBox Hud MP v1.01
Anypose Expression Hud (Free)


This week has been really, really busy for me. We finally got the land at the Harajuku-Lolita's Union, and it is really getting a great start for only being open for a few days. Though we only have a small homestead, a choice that was decided by a vote of our members, we're still very happy and we've had a very positive response from everyone. Many of the rentals went out in the first they opened up. I've been trying to keep up with the demand, but we have enough prims and space for everyone, thankfully enough, and I can set out more booths. The price for the booths is currently $50L a week for 15 prims. This really helps us out with the rent. 

There is also an event going on that is more important and more charitable than the Lolita's Union Shelter and Meeting Place. The Fashion for Life Charity Event goes from June 7th to June 20th and 100% of all the funds raised go to the American Cancer Society's Relay for Life. Please think about taking some of your lindens there and helping out -- you'll not only get some really nice things, but you will be helping fight the fight against cancer. Even a mere one dollar can help out; even if you're poor on SL, think of at least donating two or three linden to those in need. If everyone on SL did that, that would be more than a million lindens going to this great cause. 
A Midday Outing @Dolly Loli
As for the Lolita's Union, I spent a long time decorating the place. Our new home is low poly, low impact mesh, letting us not only be lag free but it also allows us to keep a lot of prims open. We've had a really strong turn out of people hanging out at the Shelter for Cute Boys & Girls as well as participating in discussions in the outside hangout areas. Today they were discussing the E3 Super Smash Brother's Tournament, which was awesome to participate in. 

Thank you everyone for the support. The proceeds from the rentals and tips help us pay rent, furnish the place, and keep up with costs with search engine promotion. I'm telling you now, we are not profiting a dime from this; I even spent my $300L a week allowance towards getting a teaset for the union's tea parties. I'm so happy to do it though. We saw a need for a hangout and home for our cute lolita, harajuku, and cosplay friends, and we provided it. 

If you haven't joined already, the group is called the Harajuku-Lolita's Union. We are a small group of 147 people, but we are steadily growing, and the group is active with many happy participants in the group chat and at our discussions and mini-meets. It is free for kawaii, cute, lolita, and harajuku designers to advertise in and bloggers are allowed to link to their posts once a week in notices and once a day in group chat. This helps keep our community close and keeps us updated with all the cute stuff like Dolly Loli provides to you, my beloved readers. 

Thank you always for reading,
Taisynn of Dolly Loli
A Midday Outing @Dolly Loli
Friday, June 6, 2014 0 comments

Goodbye Baby Goodbye

Goodbye Baby ~ Dolly Loli (Meng Jia from Miss A Body Double)
"Double" of Meng Jia of Miss A ~ Goodbye Baby Goodbye

Clothes
Top/Shoulders - :.Envious.: DeathGrip *NEW /Wowmeh, Lolas, Luck Inc.)
Shorts - ~P&G~ Clubber - High Pants
Shoes - :: Miss Canning :: [Campbell Boots] Spikes (Free Group Gift)
Gloves - .S&C. Dangerous Curves (Free Hunt/ Slink)

Body
Hair - *Milk* Hair~Chatter Box (Reds / Free Group Gift)
Eyes - { Precious } Group gift (Soy sauce) eyes (Free Group Gift)
Skin - .The Sugar Garden. Angel 2.0 A Tone
Lipstick - .The Sugar Garden. Angel Lipstick - Pink Ombre
Body - ~WowMeh - Style ( v3.0) Insize
Hands - Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1

Pose
AUSHKA&CO - Nati Pose 07_mirrored

I decided to do something different today; I wanted to recreate one of my favorite singers, Meng Jia of Miss A, in my Second Life. This isn't an easy task -- you have to try to duplicate as closely as possible to the real thing. Sometimes Second Life doesn't have exactly the items you're looking for, but  I think I got really close to duplicating her! What do you think? Feel free to tell me on Plurk, Twitter, or even In World! 

 
Goodbye Baby ~ Dolly Loli (Meng Jia from Miss A Body Double)
Wednesday, June 4, 2014 0 comments

Monsters Can Be Pretty Too

Monsters Can Be Pretty Too * Dolly Loli *Art*
Inspired by Heather Dale - Medusa
Mother would tell me I was a pretty girl
Then she would cry all night
Nobody thinks that really they're being cruel
When they suggest that I should try to look like them
As if God loved the pretty ones best
Notice the ones who all like to criticize
Are the ones trying to hide
Why would I sell my soul to be one of them
Better to love the me within behind the skin
I choose to be a goddess inside

Clothes
Horns - {.::GFD::.} ~ { K A W A I I } Horns 
(@We <3 RP June 50% off - 105L)
Hair Bow - PANTSU*HUNTER sugar veil bow .purple.($40L Gacha)
Earrings - PANTSU*HUNTER sugar veil earring .purple.($40L Gacha)
Bowtie - *Cila* Bowtie purple light Ver. ($50L Gacha)
Necklace - {W&R} Croix Necklace - Pastel o2 (@Suicide Dolls)
Blouse - The Creatures - Oria White (Wowmeh & Lolas) ($60L Marketplace)
Dress - ~*Starry Vanilla *~Lovely Summer JSK Lavender *NEW*
Bracelets - PANTSU*HUNTER sugar veil bracelet .purple. ($40L Gacha)
Ring (Left) - {W&R} IceCream - Ring 03 (@The Thrifty Shop June 8) Gacha!
Ring (Right) - PANTSU*HUNTER sugar veil ring .purple. ($40L Gacha)
Hooves/Boots - ::Envious:: Girlfriend Hooves (w/ Hud)

Body
Hair - /Wasabi Pills/ Sunny Mesh Hair - Storm
Eyes - Candy Mountain - Eye Wrath - Lilac
Skin - Essences - Cho Freckles *Peche*
Blush - {Anatomy} - Anime Blushes 2.0 ($100L)
Lipstick - {Tilly} - .Purple. Lipstick 50% (Free Marketplace)
Body - ~WowMeh - Style ( v3.0) Insize
Hands - Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1
Slink Nail Appliers - {W&R}Magical Girl - Slink Nails (@Mainstore)

Props & Poses
Base Poses from Baby Princess - Gifty Poses (Free)
Tray Animation - Bubblez - Pinkie Maid Outfit (xmas special) (Free Lucky Board)
Tray - !! Follow US !! Kawaii tray (Past Hunt Gift)

Location - Club Hatsune @Manistee 

Today's Tools
.PoseBox Hud MP v1.01
.:: [AVATARS Lightbox] ::.
Anypose Expression Hud (Free)


For years she could never understand why people ran away from her; perhaps it was the horns and hooves that drove them away. They told her the bright glow in her eyes made her a demon. She was told she should hide herself away; that she was a monster that would scare away children and curse the places she stepped into. She could never understand why they would say such horrible things to her. In her heart, she was just like everyone else, yet even her own family cast her out for her deformities. Who could love a girl with horns on her head and hooves instead of feet? A monster like her could never be pretty. 

But in all great people, their strength and beauty lies inside their hearts. It wasn't her fault that she breathed and was birthed into life; it was wrong of them to judge her for the crime of having a different appearance. No matter what they said, she had a right to live and be happy, and beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, not in what rules society places on the world.  Tamaya was going to show them that even she could be beautiful and she could be in public. 

She spent ages painting her horns into delicate shades of white and purple; she threaded fine silk into string which she could adorn her horns with, and to add a bit of glamour, she attached pink gems to the end of each string. Her hair, once left dirty and matted, she cleaned and took extra care into combing into pigtails. She created fine bows and jewelry, clothing and accessories, and crafted boots which could go over her hooves. She would show the world her own sense of beauty. She was going to shine.

Using herself as her masterpiece, she worked all the clothes onto her body, taking great care into making herself flawless. She painted her lips purple, added a little doodle to her cheeks, and wore a light amount of makeup. Now she was complete. 

She took a deep breath as she finally stepped out of her home, and walking among the people, even when they stared she only smiled. Despite their looks, she felt beautiful and proud within herself. She created her own sense of perfection and worth. The world's sense of value meant nothing to her; what mattered was what she felt inside. She wanted things to be beautiful for what they were; not what they should have or could be. 

It took time, but slowly the people who once shunned her began to take notice. In time, she was asked to come to parties and to come in public. People wanted to talk to her and be with her; she began to make friends. Yet, even with the company of others, the peace she felt came from within - and they could all see the shine which emanated from inside.

Just like she created her own masterpiece and self image, she began to create her own world, turning her once small and cluttered home into a beautiful cafe. There she shared her hopes and dreams, her passions and joy, and her philosophy on what she called beauty. In time, she worked towards changing societies' view on her, and eventually, the way they viewed others that were once cast out just like her. 

Moral: Beauty comes from within your heart. Embrace what makes you different, because that is what makes you beautiful. 
Monsters Can Be Pretty Too * Dolly Loli *Collage*
 
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